Till now

The pain within.

okay, i'm updating now cause i'm trying to keep myself busy so that i won't fall asleep. i'm gonna accompany grandfather later on. gonna spend the last night with him. ..

pass few days had been busy. grandfather's funeral. it's sad, sad.. hasn't much to say. just felt kind of shock when such a thing happened. It's just so sudden, so sudden.. so much to say to you my beloved ahgong, but it's all too late. i know i should have care more about you but.. ): i didn't.. i'm sorry, sorry..

heard daddy saying how ahgong pass on, just can't help but cry. it's painful & it hurts so much, so much..

been spending the night under grand's block for days. later, still gonna be there till morning. it's the last day tomorrow and.. we won't be able to see our grandfather anymore. ): .. iloveyou, always..

thankyou friends for coming over to pay the final respect. it's much appreciated. & don't worry. i'm gonna be just fine.

love you..

& to someone, ilikeyou.